I've been stressing alot lately. My body shows it to me very well. Feeling sick most of the time, stress mark whatever on my shoulder that doesn't go away, appetite jumping up and down ect.

I hate flying. I like machines but... I hate planes. It feel like they're falling appart under my feet when speeding to get up from the ground or being high up in the air. I just end up squeezing the bench handsupports and I cannot relax my legs at all. Staring at the other passenger being all relaxed I feel like I go crazy being the only scared one. Each movement the plane does I feel it in my stomach and head. Mostly in my ears as the air pressure changes...

UGH

I'm flying tomorrow from Helsinki to Arlanda.. to Sweden to be with my sweetie! The flight is only 45 minutes. 45 minutes of horror rollercoaster. 45 minutes of fear. 45 minutes focusing my thoughts to everything else...

But it's all so worth it!


Stressing also over how to pay bills when I fly there. What's my plan B since I didn't get selected to the school I applied to. Comissions in need of making but I don't have the energy at the moment. And other sort of things.



/rant start
Disabling comments was the best thing DA added to their features of submitting a deviation.

Why?


Because I've seen it too many times with people commenting on popular people's art "First", then other one replies to that "Second". Then others join to this "discussion" which has nothing to do with the piece of art itself.

WHAT THE FUCK?

Are people that desperate to seek attention? Do they think they're 1337 for doing so? My answer is simple:

FUCK OFF.

If you can't leave any kind of an intelligent comment, please don't click the submit button. You're making yourself a retard/idiot/fucktard/annoyance/insert enough describing word here/ect.

Next step for DA is to make Deviants able to block certain users/IPaddress/ect. from commenting at all on the Deviants' pages. I could imagine that block list getting filled up pretty fast from all the retards posting their crap.
/rant end